OMG… I can’t believe how long it’s been since I’ve blogged 🙁
Seriously…. And looking back at the last few blogs I wrote I feel even WORSE knowing that the last few blogs were focused on my weight loss journey… I mean seriously… I’m getting tired of writing about that… and I feel so horrible knowing that for someone who just recently read/found my blog that is the 1st introduction to me….
I definitely don’t want that to be the case. Now I’ve said this before… and I guess I find myself at the SAME place again… Maybe I shouldn’t be blogging about my weight loss struggles/journey in the first place??? I’m still on the fence about this question…. And I won’t commit myself to NEVER EVER writing a blog about this again… but I will commit to not making this the area of ongoing focus as it relates to my blog.
Also I have come to the realization that if I’m going to blog I have to make some significant lifestyle changes, because as things stand right now I find it extremely hard to make time to write and to prepare the kind of blog/post I want to be sharing.
I guess it’s true what they say… ‘nothing worth having in life comes easy’… In the past my schedule has been much lighter (like over a year and a half ago) while these days I typically feel like I’m doing the work of 2-3 people at times, which definitely interferes with making time for writing (which is one of my major goals for 2012).
Well the good news is… I just bought a new computer this week… yaaaaaay!!! So at least I don’t have to try to juggle mine and my husband’s schedule as it relates to computer time. The other thing is that I do feel really bad. I just clicked on my website tonight www.colleenblakemiller.com and clicked the button for blog and was HORRIFIED to see that my last few entries were all focused on something that really shouldn’t take up so much of my energy and time (weight loss).
So it’s June 8, 2012 we are half way through 2012, and it’s not too late to tackle my resolutions/goals for the year, and I’m committing to using this forum (my blog) to help sharpen my skills and discipline as it relates to writing…
Ok guys… wish me luck… no… send up a prayer for me… cuz what I need is going to require a heck of a lot more than ‘luck’… I need divine intervention….